he crumpled mad co-ordinates,
(imprinted DNA’s corrupt,
flaws everything)
no allowance made for zero’s
disembodied influence
on form
yet wyrd
cat smelled of rain, washed his
paws of the crash about to
never happen
this time
yet
he crumpled mad co-ordinates,
(imprinted DNA’s corrupt,
flaws everything)
no allowance made for zero’s
disembodied influence
on form
yet wyrd
cat smelled of rain, washed his
paws of the crash about to
never happen
this time
yet
alternative title : mary’s earth
talking to the wind started it:
the fall and risk of rib on
mountains bleeding holy hell
while numbers screamed
irrational but unavoidable delay
magpies gather on the sunstone
chatter into sameness
compare smoke ‘n’ mirrors’
masquerade, perfectly united
lips moistened with fine rain kiss
nothing, but the fearless wild
spins and whirls two hundred birds
one rush of thought
in giant, wheeling freeflow;
i’m inside the storm, a swallow
of unfinished rhythm
spitting feathers at an empty page
re-vision 3 – thank you mojave!
i’m inside the storm
a swallow
spitting feathers at an empty page
ready to tear down the sky
chase clouds;
lips moistened with fine rain.
nothing, but the fearless wild
spins and whirls two hundred birds
one rush of thought
in giant, wheeling freeflow;
i want to kiss you. now.
image: francesca dimond
mist swam between dark trees
a silver shawl unraveling
to float, turn seamless moments
into thought, unwind like steam
in wheel arches, round in silent
ground we go; are you here
to see hawk wings
heave across this windscreen
a rainbow perched impossibly
above us?
in full glide, she saw my gaze, accepted it;
her perfect stillness and surrender to
the drift of slipstream’s tongue mirrored
rapture just before the climax
your breath such sweet caress, love
sunlight curled around my arm, smoothflow
wing touch brought me into perfect
stillness and a raven’s eye; i saw her gaze,
accepted it, shared rapture just before …
this morning’s heartraw, an exquisite echo of desire;
birds and leaves tumble in the wind,
gusting, whirling, mad dreams all but breaking
in the heave, the violence of air;
part of me is jousting with the clouds,
the rest a swallow of unfinished rhythm
choked on winter’s pressing need
to turn the savage wheel : my hands are tied to it;
precious little mercy to be gained from what-ifs
silent gulls crusade in freeflow
they know how to ask for more than sky;
self destruction’s teasing lips moistened with fine rain
blankets round their limbs to hasten
drowning soaked up
rolling clouds’ reflective mood,
gathered weight from
the curl of deepest bloodflow,
hovered on the sprawl of night
cold loss drifting
towards muddy gaze, water’s
flight through airspun lungs;
hush, though the radar’s deaf down here
in the claws of silence
silver breath
holds
still
waits for a sign
that passage has been granted
that the storm will not kill
though leaves endure
quick bite and split of pure indifference
her emails stopped suddenly
prosaic mystery gives everything
away before lunch
i was insulted by the warning bells
but that was nothing to
my loss of appetite in the noise
of hers
there have been some changes here and i seem to have lost links to gorgeous others and to individual poems by name …. not sure if i can reinstate these though i think they’re all still in here …. help??
love to you all
S
just another life in the spotlight
of a perfect honey moon
hardwired for dreamers
tripping craters, finding space
in the fold of intuition’s veil,
every headache stunning
psychic flair until
there’s only hope between
two dusty satellites and starry
smiles criss-crossing time
among the pills and potions’
promise of a rise
litany contracted boredom in list form
contracted into sleeping with the boss
she – yawning moonlight –
offered more of much the same …
dreamed – tsunami-style …
everything’s been paid
that last invoice suspended …
blame the gintrap in your mind if you like
or the way that others stick between
eye-will and teeth on icy edge
some people were not suited for the moonlight
while you, that you, are dangerous all the time
do you smoke?
silent nod frees alley tears
black shivers
blur the edge of every freckle
titian beauty’s
dropped her streetwise guard
for timeless injury
don’t lose yourself any more
than he has
due to total absence of muse *sigh – i’m still plugging away at this one – here’s the latest revision …
it never was like that, more
how smooth river slid around her waist
steadying impressive rush
thigh to wing
while she, courting swell and web,
caressed supernatural
feathers
penned immortality, downed throaty
groan, kick and scream alive
float in thrash and foam
not so much inhuman as beyond her
old man’s tired shallows
previous re-write, not in stone – just hoping for some clarity …
It never was like that, more
how the river slid around pale waist
steadying impressive rush
wing to thigh
while she, courting swell and web,
caressed supernatural
feathers in such dreaming
extravagantly white, sky-wild on her.
Not so much inhuman
as beyond
an old man’s comprehension.
i’m sorry, i’ve had cold after cold and now another one .. eerrgghh! am exhausted, please forgive … anyhow try this … it may be rubbish, but i’ve always admired something about Leda and you have to admit, swans are gorgeous lol ….
Leda’s popping dreams and bubbles of restraint;
she’s close, by water’s choice, to the wild charisma,
how he makes her kick-and-scream alive,
feathers in her throaty groan
and god, the perfect catch, between pale thighs.
That old man would claim her later, unaware
of how the river’s thrash and foam
taunted willow, cloning sorrow’s
spineless grace – a net to snare more misery
then gloat about misfortune’s violation
of her nature, clutching, biting moss for more
of that, so deep inside the catacombs of sleep.
Dolly tempted waiter-boys in Marbella,
even after being swallowed by the
pavement yawning into sunny space
between her latest mark and broken bones.
Reeling in the compensation, she had learned
a trick or two in army camp where
Zyclon-B was not for her, no way; whatever
must – when girthed so beautifully desperate.
star breath soon became another
wise and incoherent
pattern wreathing
comfort to appease
thing, always scarlet
misperception, mind
grey with fades
of immortality
valid only
in deception’s while
.
The clown of thorns and I made lofty peace;
sunblind quarrels tripped at first rock base,
fell flat in the sand below a dozen barefoot years.
We shared flowers, then, impossible and bright,
gleaned endurance from the rocks,
wondered at the spines of life and our tenacity.
Clearing space for the gulls to scream
was knife-edge easy, way up there.
The horizon’s salty line stayed silent though
we tried to make room for that too.
Perhaps I was distracted, pushed it away
for sweeping curve of wing and wave.
Perhaps I loved so gently in the trysty gorse
that time was saved for ours and now.
The fallen are so beautiful on the flat-line roof.
Golden hues leave me wanting to make love
in the debris, risk moon folly’s be’st,
climb your ribs on wild fingertip and tongue.
Wind upturns hard veins, they spin to face
a glass reflection facing me; there’s more
to come than playing on the dead, I sing,
thinking of your eyes in mine right now.
Let’s push time outside the rain,
it can play instead with that
howling cat who won’t
be silenced, give us chance
to dare this chaos, climbing walls.
It’s been dark all day and though
breathing’s harsh in fever,
passion’s got the upper hand
set on magic while the other traces
hip and brow with steamy earth.
Clock’s ticking, buried in the golden
leaves, let’s not hear it bleating
order, not just yet or ever,
there’s a ceiling to traverse leading
to the sky in wayward gasp.
Dreams slink in moonlight haunts;
zero, clinging to dry leaves,
watches how the hours trip on gravity
and lovesongs trashed in ecstacy
among cold cigarettes …
Night rattles bone and thought slips
out, in search of something,
while i smoke this weighted cliché,
watching time tread eggshells,
wondering what’s left to write.
Feral dreams blur moon at last;
zero, clinging to her dark
will say nothing now about these
hours, grinding slowly and
ungiven in the slide of gravity.
Night rattles dry-leaf bones and
foxes pick at unread love
songs tumbled in among cold
cuts, half-smoked cigarettes
and over cooked spaghetti.
“oh really and what now”
………………… she-writhes
i will not
cry
or name
empty space
since i am not
drowning
in sweet water
‘s
peak
tonight i will get very red spill your name like wine
on scented oil moon-soaked fingertips outline where
this time soon another we’ll be dreaming life
is shining
the always ^^ podcast by Shell
recorded for Cendrine, if she returns … i think she’ll like this …
i send you
nothing
less
than angels
to embrace
you, love, as you
cry and reach for me
in dreams
i give you
nothing
but
the always
that i promise
time and time again
in my palm a small ocean
is now home to tiny
silver dolphins
that dance your
soulheartname
of love upon
my cheek
and i am
the songs they sing
of you
Your alphabet concludes with z while
mine is just beginning, taking off
into symbolic realm where there are
no fences, safety nets or comfort
cloned to tame and shame emotion’s rite.
No, I will not even try to breathe your
language grinding jealous fear and
ownership which may, at any time, be
sold or skinned from bone in battle.
Instead, i’ll fly beyond poor limits, you
will fail to find my open sky where
z is just a bat-snack in a quantum mist.
Bruises fade and when you pull that bitter
splinter from pale heart you’ll find no
scars to mourn, no trail of tears to show
i’d ever been there to disturb your night.
just a thought yearned by Shell
(for J)
Night slips distance out of sky,
leaves tip breeze the nod and fly.
Time for moon to blossom dream;
let petals fall invisibly,
velvet curve tomorrow’s cheek;
full-moon aware they travel light.
Tomorrow, find stars in warm sand,
impossibly – they kiss his hand.
i don’t know if i’ve done this properly but it’s as right as i can fathom for now! down below is a link that seems to work; i’ve put all 3 recordings on there … i’ll use podcast for readings from now on if that’s ok .. still need to use right click for a separate window (or back) if you wish to comment … *baffled by all this techno stuff …
You never read these kisses but keep them anyway;
unwrapped every now and then – to amuse
the passers-by and their dogs who chase my words
balled up in string – they unwind even in the dim
before disintegration vents wild succulence apart.
You cannot, will not, see my kisses smile away
their weight and wasted time – but hush,
the dogs are happy, that’s enough for now,
their tongues and tails are wagging for the moon.
omg – i just recorded two poems for you to listen to, if you’d like to hear my wonky voice *grin .. no rehearsals, just as is … i’m using sound upload for now as i’m still in shock that i did this.
it’s a bit of a clonky process and you’ll need to click back to here after listening or do that “open in new tab” thing …
if you have comments would you put them here?
i don’t intend to use sound upload as a place to talk though there is a comment box there … it’s just a temporary place!
sooo, i’ve tried light entertainment & unnameable
light entertainment read by Shell
thus far sweet particles
continue undispersed,
i am not a voided splash
marked maid-in-switzerland
while you …
may truly lap my soul,
smile in 27 different ways
en route to the core;
thus, bit by precious bit,
we may yet collide
unimpeded by despotic whim
response to ground by Giant Shadows
one breathslip and there there here
not what you think or even what you
felt right then. a moment falling now
magpie clatter
vies with
mad skyclutter
contrails twist
suspension
bridging cloud
high thoughts
and sun
where you are
asleep in stars
For a while I was an angel’s confidante. It took time for me to undress names like angel-slut. Peel truth from jealous lie. Choose the side I winged for. I did it though it was forespoken. Like the end.
Now and everynow, I come to you, beloved. I wear nothing.
Now and everynow. I bare only you.
Behind a screen, ultraviolet
penetrated only pale exposure,
could not reach her world beyond
dark glass where destruction
retained meaning
and secrets did not spider
across wall or ceiling.
Still, she would not talk of them,
how their brush-tip regularity
repelled sleep, made waking cruel.
Days crawled, rest-less, marked
only by feint sun-blind myths
less brutal than real life.
Beyond shivers no-one penetrated
hers, where love retains shy meaning.
Still, she cannot speak of this.
in a deliciously strange way this poem was inspired by gingatao’s post on art and passion. you can find it here …
So come on, Lord, give it to me
tempest style, hips ’n’ ravens
flying fast and furious.
I know you like bravado style,
full-on performance art,
flames and magic twirling
wheat ‘n’ chaff all-ways;
still, it took us all to shaft
that one, didn’t it?
Not so easy meat that one,
there are problems with duality
and gifts like that, well,
let’s just say it’s lucky that all
artists crave extinction.
So come on, Lord, give it to me.
What are you thinking now,
right this haloed moment?
Maybe we could do it over latte?
this body’s vein-laced
pressure rises, fails
to hold rebellious breath
in protective custody,
snaps vain gravity
this time’s a-conscious
waiting stage in-venting,
you know, all that
done it, scene it stuff
humour’s vital drum
ribs pliant form,
nerveraw thrills intensify
then touch
like
this…
claw spreads flaw, bound reason’s wide,
considered wisdom’s primal choice
is still to burn, despise her will.
you didn’t understand the “no”
or care “what else” – flicked aside
soft words unheard,
poured acid on “it’s up to her”
displaced your tone with fake-it awe
that Mars has water still but old;
worn out, yes, but dark-age metal
is your way to fire her up.
a possible edit of this poem:
Despising will, blind metal offers
dark-age fire to burn bad earth,
torch my zero, start again.
Soft “no, what else” is put aside;
condescending acid drips
on non-compliance bound and wide.
So what if Mars has water still?
Your fake-it awe suggests he learned
what i will not about your way.
On the wall a shimmer hints of motion, teases still. Scarlet woman then but sanguine now, i splice acquiescent moon – to hang your shadow, maybe, in the empty space. All those missing moments, shades that clouded night, they are suspended now – aimless and immobile. In epicentric heave a lightning snap delivers life from death. Motion soothes an ache of time so my back is still against the wall.
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